One needs, among other things, to maintain a certain optimal degree
of distance in one’s experiential stance—neither coming
so close to the world of sensory or material particulars as to lose
oneself in it’s sheer actuality, its infinite minutiae, or its
endless mutability, nor moving so far away from the particular objects
or sensations as to lose touch with their conventional meanings or practical
significance. (149)
Illogical thinking: Thinking that contains obvious internal contradictions
or in which conclusions are reached that are clearly erroneous, given
the initial premises. (152)
Social contract: accepting the regular definitions of words. Instead
Schizophrenics use this as a starting point for a deeper definition
of the things.
The thematic apperception test is a test of the temporal ability to
tell as story. The Rorschach tests one’s ability to spatially
elicit forms, like painting.
TAT:
past and future are described so perfunctorily that they do not seem
to exist. The story has a quality of presentism or timelessness.
Schizophrenics tend to use adverbs of a spatial type to replace those
of a chronological type (where may replace when)… they emphasize
the static and deemphasize the dynamic/emotional aspects… immobility
of time… the past seems like disconnected fragments… infinite
present… (156)
Silvano Artieti describes the “seriatum function” in which
schizophrenics lose the ability or will to organize acts or thoughts
into causal sequence. (156)
They’re delusions relate to the present, not the future.
The schizophrenic: purposelessly stare at a portion of time and space,
with no attempt to construe this portion as fitting into a causal or
purposive sequence. (158)
time is crystallized into immobility (158)
The hand is constantly different: not it is here, then if jumps so
to speak and turns. Isn’t this a new hand every time? Maybe somebody
is behind the wall and keeps replacing the hand with another one at
a different place each time. You get absorbed in the observation of
the clock and lose the thread that leads you to yourself. (158)
“I look for immobility. I tend toward repose and immobilization.
I also have in me a tendency to immobilize life around me… Stone
is immobile. The earth, on the contrary, moves; it doesn’t inspire
any confidence in me. I attach importance only to solidity. A train
passes by an embankment, the train does not exist for me; I wish only
to construct the embankment. The past is a precipice. The future is
a mountain. Thus I conceived of the idea of putting a buffer day between
the past and the future. Throughout this day I will try to do nothing
at all. I will go for forty-eight hours without urinating. I will try
to revive my impressions of fifteen years ago, to make time flow backward,
to die with the same impression with which I was born, to make circular
movements so as to not move too far away from the base in order not
to be uprooted. This is what I wish.”
morbid geometrism: loss of depth and time.
This rendering of flatness or a-dimensionality achieves simultaneously
the materiality of objectivism (the object as is) but also draws attention
to the process of reflexive rendering (the way the object is represented…
that the “as-is” is rendered, subjective, pushed out of
the mind). (161)
Rorschach Test;
“thick disconnected dots on the peripheral flanges of the image,
what could either happen from a dripping or a smearing effect. On the
outer edge of the image, there seem to be some light dots, on the inner
part of the image, some darker dots, indicating a build-up of ink. Right
at the head of the image, it’s more of a very delimited line,
more of a descriptive stroke.” (165)
too close: Goldstein refers to the concreteness of schizophrenics,
in which they are bound by, too close to stimuli (infantile subservience
to the object) (165)
too distant/abstract: “it’s a symbolic volcano,”
“histological plate, the sensation obtaining between light and
one’s eyes”
“Should I also see what looks like dirt as part of the picture?
See, this is dirt or lint.”
“Then what comes to me is an imaginary—I can’t explain
it—is an imaginary figment, a structural figment… You can
consider it anthropomorphic. It’s a kinship, you can identify,
it’s a system, belief.”
“Blurring of orange and green. I think in the simple blurring
there seems to be something archetypal, or an emblem. I don’t
really see any purpose in telling you this looks like this, this like
this.” (166)
[Tester: You saw a man, but with a face like a penguin?] It didn’t
really make sense to me but…I noticed that his face looked like
it could resemble a penguin. A penguin may have to do with sharply pressed
black and white. Like the idea of cleanliness. Somehow the idea seems
bland. Not so much bland, but blasé. [What’s bland or blasé?]
The contrast of black and white. And I think blasé fits better,
because it’s not bland. [How is it blasé?] Because black
and white, white, sharply defined and socially accepted criteria of
contrast, whether it be of race, morals, just because we’re told
one is a representation. [Why blasé?] Just because of all the
colors I could think of, they’re the most comfortable. (167)
Michael Piper said that becoming too aware of the can against one’s
hand disrupts one’s ability to use it to explore the world (this
is the called the “tactile dimension” in which there is
a crucial distance between explicit and implicit knowledge)
This is not a pipe.