Mornings I drive to the ocean. Just to look, before work. I sign over
the seaside chapel and bright flares of birds. Dogs go gnawing their
legs all round. They are none to me. I force my entire face down to
view. Green appears, part of the weeds move and some grass falls over.
A few trees take place along the bay. I can’t talk. I watch boats
honking to and fro for no reason I can see. To honk all day, like flies,
and be done. I should have worn a sweater. The sand is chill now and
wind fills my linen shirt like fat. Driving back about the hills and
the shadows of hills, they appear like a calendar. I’m thinking
nothing comes from this. We are like enemies if we are quiet. I drive.
If I am a black piece against the sky, a wire.